I am an open book with everyone in my life and I’m probably one of the most downright truthful, even when it hurts, type of person. I am beyond straightforward and honest with other people, but it seems as though it can’t be honest with myself…

I am saying this right here and right now because I am as much as a culprit of being overly busy and lying to myself as I hope other people are. Okay, maybe I don’t hope other people are overly busy and lying to themselves but I surely hope I’m not alone in that.

The past months have been really hard on me if I’m being honest, but also so very eye opening. The past two months I think I have really came to terms with how much of a go go go person I am. I have known my whole life that I hate to sit down and relax or take time to myself but these past two months have proved it to me. I have been moving so fast paced that my body it literally making me slow down because it has been sleep deprived for so long. I kid you not, I slept walked to my alarm, mind you it is in my kitchen… I then turned it off and went back to bed not even knowing I did it until I woke up at 11 in the morning. Thank the lord it was a Sunday and all I missed was church, because if it was any other day of the week I would have really been screwed.

Anyways, I know I’m hardly the busiest person on there, but I’ve been so busy lately that when everything seemed to hit all at once something had to go and I apologize that blogging was one of the first few to go.

I also hope I’m not alone in feeling as though you always have to be doing something? Like I can’t be the only person that feels guilty for watching an episode of the bachelor or something on Netflix can I?

Anyways, I guess this has been somewhat of a catching you all up with my life post as well as a small bit of encouragement I hope?

I don’t know if this came off exactly how I wanted it to. I simply just wanted to let you know that if you are like me and are in over your head or can’t stand the thought of not being busy and doing something, that you aren’t alone and that it is okay to take breaks. In fact it is good to take breaks (still a hard pill to swallow). If taking a break means you aren’t quitting on your dreams and goals long-term then I believe it is well worth it!

Again, I know I have apologized a lot lately it seems, but I just feel like we are friends or are at the very least connected on some level and so I wanted to apologize for being MIA for what has now probably been two or more weeks.

I love you all and I am beyond grateful that you even care about what I put out on the internet! I have so so many ideas that have been building up and I can’t wait to share them with you all!

Much love ❤️

~Madison Eran~

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